I’ve often written about the fact that Alice is sometimes reluctant to be Alice. This has never actually gone away and is sometimes a challenge for me. She has accepted that I want her to be a girl and there have been many changes that are now permanent, but I constantly need to be the one to push through her increasing transformation.
To be honest I don’t mind that much as it’s fun to make her do things she’s reluctant to do. My dominant side. The main purpose of the whole exercise is that Alice’s masculinity is removed and 50 odd years of social conditioning are reversed. This makes for a better life for everyone. So where are we in removing her final elements of masculinity? As regular readers will know one of the areas I believe to be important is to expose her as a girl to the wider world. She has become comfortable as a girl in the home and I’ve won that battle. However it’s not enough as she lives a kind of mixed lifestyle, girl indoors, male outside albeit with female underwear and stockings underneath. The femdom events at Devotion have been successful but I’m worried that Alice now also sees that as a safe environment in which to be feminised, a kind of extension to the home. We’ll continue to attend these events as they are important but I need to make her less comfortable both there and in general.
So luckily the other week I was contacted by a couple via Fetlife who live quite close to us. They follow my blog and live a very similar lifestyle to us. We met up in a bar in central London and got on very well. Our joint plan is to next meet up in our homes and Alice will be, well, Alice. I think this type of more intimate exposure is very important to her development. Our new friends are more advanced in feminisation than us so this is a wonderful opportunity for Alice to learn and for her to be a girl with another girlie. In fact our friends arrived at the bar as two attractive ladies together which impressed us both. I really want this for Alice to go out en femme and I think that seeing how natural it was for them was a great experience for Alice.
All in all, a great next step in Alice’s journey awaits and I know that one day soon she won’t be quite so ‘Reluctantly Alice.’